A relapse.

I’ve had a bit of an internet relapse lately. I thought if I reintroduced myself to websites slowly, that things would be okay.

But, in actual fact, I don’t think they are. Spending too much time on them again. This time, I don’t know what to do about it. I’ve been enjoying the drawing prompts and getting ideas off other people, but I don’t feel like I am in control of the ‘moderation’ aspect of my internet use anymore.

Is it time to step away again already and just come back to this place? I feel like an alcoholic going back to the bottle. I enjoy it while I am doing it, but am filled with regret for it afterwards.

Either way, I feel like I am being controlled by things online again, so I’m going to try and just do some drawings – start on the next Primarch in the series, maybe just do a few small critter doodles and get on with life away from this-here-internet again.

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One thought on “A relapse.”

  1. The internet can be a great place, but if used wrong, it can also be a very bad place. I understand where you are coming from, since I too used to spend so much time online, that I neglected real life, and that is not good. Sometimes it is hard to find a balance, but keep trying, and eventually it will get easier. 🙂 A big part of my reason for using the internet so much, was because of drama and toxic people. I was worried about what they were saying about me, but I learned to let that go, and it helped a lot.

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