I have been trying to come up with some sort of identity for myself. A representation, or online persona.
It’s never really worked out for me.
I find that I am far to ADD to actually be defined by any one thing, and while a part of me likes the fact that I have so many interests; the other parts of me really don’t.
I would love to have some sort of place or definition, but sadly, I don’t. I don’t know if I ever will do either.
Somehow, I keep flipping between ideas and it has me totally drained.
Like, I need to stop acting like a total prat and just work on something, get something done. Then everything else will fall into place.
But I keep struggling with this stupid false sense of identity that I have done for the past however many years and I don’t know what I can do to stop myself from doing it anymore.